Good Saturday!

FIRSTLY, thankiew Jen for accompany me to my interview and telling me so much about coffees!
SECONDLY, hello Aunty! Safe flight home *hehehe awkward laugh*

Today is a good good day. Although it was really frustrating that I didn't get any replies from the coffee shops I emailed, but walk in actually works! And I got a surprisingly good interviews today. Thanks for Jen to make me ask the lady who was sitting beside me in the cafe.. She is a coffee person who knows so much in depth knowledge about coffee in Melbourne. *THUMBS UP* And she also suggested me to interview the oldest Italian coffee shop in Melbourne T_T 出门遇贵人啊～

I am not a coffee person actually.. And I don't drink coffee, but I have some basic knowledges about coffee as I was a coffee person in the past.. before i found out that I couldn't drink coffee. The last cup of caffeine product i drank i think it was around 5 years ago, and the last coffee drink was Neslo (Malaysian drink, Nescafe + Milo) which is like Mocha, but taste differently. Anyways, I cant drink coffee and I dont know why as well. I still remember after I've drink that Neslo, I started to feel uncomfortable, and getting dizzy.. then diarrhea and vomit started, then feeling super unwell.. and then fever.. after that i never drink coffee anymore, it is like after effects of caffeine. For those who can enjoy coffees, you are lucky, really lucky!

Coffee culture in Melbourne wasn't my initial idea actually, thanks to my tutor who suggested this as she is Melbourian obviously she loves coffee (Melbourne is the coffee capital in Australia, one of the coffee place in the world, in case you wonder). She knew I am a foodie person and then I got no idea on my soft news assessment, so she suggested me to do about the coffee culture in Melbourne which she thought would be easy for me. T__T but then i accept her suggestion lar, since is kinda interesting also :3

I was so down when the stupid coffee school ask me to pay him FOR CONDUCTING A 10 MINS INTERVIEW. wtf? Con money wey.. Then i tried to email the other coffee schools and some cafes but no responses. Then i've decided to walk in and sit down and risk my life...... and order a cup of coffee, to get a chance to talk to the barista. 天无绝人之路啊～ It works lar, but now super uncomfy cuz i feel super dizzy and unwell and diarrhea is coming soon (I SENSE YOU DIARRHEA..) Hmm but it is definitely worthing it! at least i got my informations and can done my work before next Monday and.. Jen and I got free drinks from the first Italiano style coffee shop in Melbourne *throw confetti* That boss super good T__T of course not only because he treated us drinks lar, and also because he is very friendly! and damn cute hahaha! Anyways, too dizzy to do anything now. Tomorrow only do the soft news har.....
Perhaps should thank God that i feel unwell and the awkwardness is decreased when i met his mom...... and sis..... the brother nothing lar i used to hangout with him in Melbourne so yea............... If you know who I am talking about HAHAHA~hahaha.....haha..

AWKWARD tatata..... three more assignments then I AM DONE for this sem! God bless!

xx

loves.. awkwardly.. J

Best of luck.

看了咏微的部落格后 就觉得其实我们很像
很容易相信朋友 很用真心交朋友 但是到头来会受伤
这道理其实我很早明白了但是我不想去了解 因为我相信真心换来的朋友才是真心的
我曾经有几位很要好的好朋友 其中一位我不明白到底发生了很么事很突然的 说什么发生了就是发生了回不了头 让我难过了好久好久 就连我出国了他连一句祝福也没有 反而我还傻傻的以为还有机会和好。不可以说 和好 啦因为我也不知道我错了什么 然后我和那几位就好像连带关系一样全部都走了

我真的会很感谢你 如果你很努力地把真相告诉我 就算很难也告诉我 不要让我蒙在鼓里 你曾经是那个告诉我真相要我不要傻傻的一味相信全部人的那个 但是现在我不再是你的愿望天使 也不再是你的好朋友 那两个曾经很相爱的好朋友
我知道我脾气很不好 但是我很努力在改变了 要是觉得我做作 对不起对你们都是真心的
对大家真心不是应该的吗？但是就变成了滥好人 不明白这世界要怎样操作了

阳光先生 告诉我说不要单纯相信别人对你好然而你也对他好 也不要真心对待他们 他们没有一个喜欢你 只是假假的
还说 叫我是时候长大了 要看清世间残酷的人性的一面
但是真心真的换不到真心的吗？

我真的傻吗？告诉你吧我连你生日礼物都买好了机票买了后发现结果看到的是你没有我也过得好快乐然后我觉得要真心祝福你 然后觉得你应该学乖了没有我你要好好的因为你男友（这段就免了）

阳光先生还说要我不要那么在乎 在乎该在乎的 家人和那些努力留在你生命的
我知道我还有好朋友但是我珍惜我在乎我真的很在乎想要顾到你们的感受 我真的很在乎你们的感受但是我胆小根本不敢问你们到底我们之间发生了什么 也害怕即将听到的会是很残忍的事 我在乎你们真的 每一位我都在乎但是我不会分身所以偶尔见顾不了 对不起
或许我太在乎了 我应该是时候学会世间是残酷的 但是我都傻了那么多年 我坚信的还是
真心对待一定会感受得到 换来的也会是真心的友谊 I know you won't click into my blog and read but I left a vacancy for you there, just for you to know.

Here i wish you the best of luck, for everything.

xx, J.

smile more, who knows someone might love your smile? ;)

Busy hectic week.

It is really hard to figure out 5 essays which show different type of writing styles. I don't even know what to write and the tutor expects me to write 5 different essays in a short time? Is actually not short but.. i have been procrastinating since then hehehe..

Lately my life is really busy and hectic, of course the 15 essays assignment and the PMS stupid cramp doesn't come in a right timing. But i am looking forward to my lonely boring sem break which is happening soon! Look to the positive side it is a great timing for me to relax so although is LONELY, so what? meh~

Anyways, lately I've been dreaming a lot of weird things which i wish it is really happening in real life. But i know it is kinda impossible for that to happen again unless the story get some twist like the character think out of the box and realize the goodness and kindness of the other character bla bla bla but.. everything seems like a dream..

Not to say anything bad but people brainwashed by the society. Even speaking got no more freedom of speech. For the special one, hope you are not that meanie. I appreciate everything i have right now and before that too.

Motives in others which you cant see through it is really scary. For example.. sometimes you are trying to be kind, and you might be think as you are faker, or you want to be your true self but getting criticize and so, then you have to back off again. Truth doesn't matter anymore once you are isolated. thats it!

Time to back to my homework! Still have no idea how to do the reflective essay! dying

Loves, J. xx

念书。

现在时下很多小孩都因为父母要他们读什么而去读什么，到头来读出来读得不好不单单浪费父母的钱还浪费自己的时间。
不是鼓励大家不听父母劝或是不听父母的话，只是有时候不喜欢的就要学会说出来，不要在拿到学士文凭后再说后悔。
父母与孩子之间不仅仅是教导与鼓励，小孩其实可以尝试和父母沟通。
父母要孩子读的 和孩子自己喜欢的，或许可以找到一个平衡点。
一举两得 不是很好吗？不要忘了 这是自己的前途。
要是有钱人家的小孩 或许你可以考虑念完你父母要你念的 在念自己喜欢的
或许你会说“就是为了未来，才要选择这科！”但是 你想下 一个对建筑一点兴趣也没有的人 被迫着考一张大约五年才能工作的文凭，再发现自己真的不喜欢建筑，这不是很浪费吗？你父母会更难过吧

我知道 不是天下的人都那么幸运知道自己的兴趣，所以就顺着父母的安排去读书了。像我这些没有固定兴趣 什么都想挑战的人 我父母头痛死了 呵呵

好吧 纯粹碎碎念 只是觉得 现在的年代 小孩对于选择未来会有些恐惧。
顺着父母安排的小孩 可以放心 其实有些科系听起来看起来很无聊但其实很有趣的 或许你念着念着爱上它也不一定 但是也有例外啦 不喜欢数字的 没有考好过数学的小孩 父母安排念金融学，每天面对数字。这些我也帮不到你啦 只好逼自己喜欢上咯
谁叫你原先不好好和父母讨论呢？

有时候不知道是庆幸还是怎么说，我读的这个科目其实也是因为我爸的一句话。
但是至少我对这科有兴趣 话说实在我这科 不像那些专业的律师什么的 没那么难。
但是没有任何东西是容易的啦 我又懒哈哈哈 自知自明

没有头绪做功课 上来哈拉一下哈哈

很忙的两个星期

刚刚决定不要忽略这个小天地但是很忙的功课找上门了。我有十五篇五百到一千五百个字不等的作文等我做，看到都要疯掉了啦！

话说回来做功课这档事难不倒我，但是要我挤那么多文章出来 不行啦 :(

话说我前面的头发不知怎么了，都已经压力死了还给我跑这种［不甩不好看］的风 天啊 鼻子上还给我留个痘疤!

啊 对了我想问啊 爽肤水、收缩水、化妆水、洁肤水 这些水到底有什么不同啊？英文的 toner 和 cleansing water 我都会分，但是华文的我不会啊！解释一下下 谢谢～

那天心血来潮尝试了韩国最近很红的“咬唇妆” 但是照片上看不明显，我的唇型不漂亮 所以我从来不敢上唇色

好了 自恋完毕 去忙了~!

Loves, J.