Busy hectic week.

It is really hard to figure out 5 essays which show different type of writing styles. I don't even know what to write and the tutor expects me to write 5 different essays in a short time? Is actually not short but.. i have been procrastinating since then hehehe..

Lately my life is really busy and hectic, of course the 15 essays assignment and the PMS stupid cramp doesn't come in a right timing. But i am looking forward to my lonely boring sem break which is happening soon! Look to the positive side it is a great timing for me to relax so although is LONELY, so what? meh~

Anyways, lately I've been dreaming a lot of weird things which i wish it is really happening in real life. But i know it is kinda impossible for that to happen again unless the story get some twist like the character think out of the box and realize the goodness and kindness of the other character bla bla bla but.. everything seems like a dream..

Not to say anything bad but people brainwashed by the society. Even speaking got no more freedom of speech. For the special one, hope you are not that meanie. I appreciate everything i have right now and before that too.

Motives in others which you cant see through it is really scary. For example.. sometimes you are trying to be kind, and you might be think as you are faker, or you want to be your true self but getting criticize and so, then you have to back off again. Truth doesn't matter anymore once you are isolated. thats it!

Time to back to my homework! Still have no idea how to do the reflective essay! dying

Loves, J. xx